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Okay selfie from my one and only polaroid, omgwhyamipostingthishere *embarassed Okbye *hangs myself in a tree
Another day another life
Passes by just like mine
It’s not complicated
Another mind
Another soul
Another body to grow old
It’s not complicated
Do you ever wonder if the stars shine out for you?
Float down
Like autumn leaves
Hush now
Close your eyes before the sleep
And you’re miles away
And yesterday you were here with me
Another tear
Another cry
Another place for us to die
It’s not complicated
Another life that’s gone to waste
Another light lost from your face
It’s complicated
Is it that it’s over or do birds still sing for you?
Float down
Like autumn leaves
Hush now
Close your eyes before the sleep
And you’re miles away
And yesterday you were here with me
Ooh how I miss you
My symphony places the song that carried you out
Ooh how I miss you
I miss you and I wish you’d stay
Do you ever wonder if the stars shine out for you?
Float down
Like autumn leaves
Hush now
Close your eyes before the sleep
And you’re miles away
And yesterday you were here with me
Float down
Like autumn leaves
Hush now
Close your eyes before the sleep
And you’re miles away
And yesterday you were here with me
Ooh oh, ooh oh
Ooh oh, ooh oh
Touch down
Like a seven four seven
Stay out and we’ll live forever now
These are the polaroid pics that I compiled, not really many because I’ve only 11 films left! So every shot counts! I have 30 films last december 2012. I gave some copy to the other people but I was just constrained to do so because I can’t just repudiate them, they have this called “puppy eyes” when they ask for a copy. Do you think you can just ignore them? I hope not meh~ -__-
It’s okay if you ask a copy from me IF YOU’RE MY CLOSE FRIEND but if not then gtfo. Haha kidding (but half meant)
During Christmas:
(Left - Right) Sarah, Tory Burch, Me, Ate Riza Hontiveros, Hanna, and Amper (Amper is so photogenic in every picture! But Tory, hmm nevermind)


My sister and her friends and boyfie
New Year’s Eve:


So sad that only 4 of us celebrated new year and Christmas. Not being able to celebrate Christmas and New Year with my mother (again!) upsets me more than I can imagine :(
JS Prom:

With Elana the Great!

Left to right: Yza, Me and Jade

Girls in black and red! We actually have the same gown that day! We freaked out! Yes. But we knew it already before the prom palang. So I changed the details of my gown and made a deal not to tell anyone that we have the same gown but no one noticed naman! thank goodness. But she wore it more beautifully than I did! haha, the gown really suits her because she’s tall and pretty and all that. Anyway, we call this pic “Kambal sa Uma” hahahaha okay

Finally, with my favorite girls! The lighting at the back is soo perf :)
Foundation Day:

Right after we performed. We waited for everyone to get out of the freaking classroom so no one could ask for a polaroid copy because I’m selfish like that. We look haggard but at the same time cute wearing our korean tradional costumes
Selfies:

With Tory. It’s really hard to have a decent picture with him -_- I even let him bite my wallet just so he would stop moving

I chose the wrong mode. I chose “fine” instead of indoor. Well, we learn from our mistakes right? :D (I edited this)
Anyway, I already posted the other polaroid pics looong ago
My favorite booties! I bought it at thrift shop for only P150 something! It’s cheap but it’s so cute to pair up with anything! This is precisely my first ever pair of brown shoes. Im genuinely happy I got to buy these huhu /happy dances! \(‘-’\) (/’-‘)/ \(‘-’\) (/’-‘)/ ε(‾^‾)з \(‾^‾)/ ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ
I think I’m going to buy more brown shoes coz It makes your legs look more whiter! hehe :D

This is how our cork board looks like right now.. a total chaos! We especially bought it for the 3 of us but my sisters said “Look, it seems like it’s your own cork board already, because your face is all over it!” Haha sorry i didn’t expect a Polaroid coming. That’s why we bought only small cork board. I’m planning on buying another, but bigger one :)
Hello to those who doesn’t know (as if someone knows) I just graduated from high school last March 27, 2013 and it’s the best feeling in the world I finally have freedom!! It has been a struggle for me to go to my school coz i hate every freaking people. I don’t know but I think when I go to college I’ll finally have the freedom to be myself cos no one really cares about you (unless you’re pretty and all that)
Too much rants, here are the photos:
(All photos in this post aren’t mine. Credits to my freaking photographers)

my most favorite shot among all the photos. Spot me. We’re singing “the-every year-RITUAL song-carry the torch-faith is the victory-and-graduation song” while holding candles. It’s funny because we don’t know the lyrics of our graduation song (whenever you remember by carrie underwood) and idk why the boys at the back are beat boxing we didn’t even include that during practice. They said “ok lang yan last naman na natin ngayon” YOLO ang peg?

Oh look at that face it makes me spew. Okay I was late that day! Ugh I hate it cause I’m always late during classes and even in graduation?!! I think, it runs in the blood (im serious even my sister is late in her grad) I am really something huh tsk tsk tsk

With the sweetest girl in our class. She even gave each one of us a goodvye letter :)


My sister who walked up on stage with me because ze mother is in Japan until now, working. Thanks sister! But you look like a mother, though ^__^V peace~

With my favorite girls!! The one who always calms me down whenever i get pissed with people or whenever i feel like giving up on life (chosera may ganun?) The one whom I can talk to about everything! One day is not enough to talk about all the things that we want to share with each other that’s why we are often get scolded by out teachers coz of our “unlimited topics” as they said! haha I’ll surely miss the craziness and silliness we’ve shared though sometimes we have conflicts because of reasons. I love you gays!


I’m the one who always have messy hair when there’s an occasion. ALWAYS. Anyway, why are the boys aren’t always included in the photos. Guess they have different photoshoot at the side :))

“So long.. farewell!”
Welcome to participate Choies Giveaway Activity!
Don’t be fooled by me.
Don’t be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
masks that I’m afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that’s second nature to me,
but don’t be fooled.
For God’s sake don’t be fooled.
I give you the impression that I’m secure,
that confidence is my name and coolness is my game,
that the water’s calm and I’m in command,
and that I need no one.
But don’t believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface
is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness.
But I had this. I don’t want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it’s followed by acceptance,
if it’s followed by love.
It’s the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls,
from the barriers I so painstakingly erect.
It’s the only thing that will assure me
of what I can’t assure myself,
that I’m really worth something,
I don’t like to hide.
I don’t like to play superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,
but you’ve got to help me.
You’ve got to hold out your hand
even when that’s the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes.
the bland stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you’re kind and gentle and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings, very small wings,
very feeble wings
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
Who am I, you may wonder.
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet,
And I am every woman you meet.
-Jill Zevallos-Solak
Woah there, it’s very accurate at the moment
It’s time for a new giveaway!
I’m doing this to celebrate reaching 5000 followers and I thought this might be something people would like to get!
What you can win:
- One Fujifilm Instax Mini 8 camera - Pink version + two pacs of film!!! (This is basically a polaroid camera, for those who dont know that these are.)
- One Tamagotchi P!
Tamagotch P is a tamagotchi in color! Sadly they’re only in japanese but they are not hard to learn to use at all.
Rules:
- You can reblog this as many times as you want but try not to spam your followers (✿◠‿◠)
- You dont have to be following me but it would be nice if you at least checked out my blog, seeing this is a giveaway for my followers
- You have to have permission from your parents/ be comfortable with giving me your address so I can ship you these items!
- No giveaway blogs!! I will check!
- Likes dont count
- Your ask box must be open so I can contact you if you win! If the winner dont reply within two days I’ll choose a new winner
This giveaway ends May 15th!
I’m willing to ship just about anywhere so shipping shouldn’t be a problem!
Good luck everyone! (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*:・゚✧♥